the blog, revisted

Friday, August 10, 2018

The baby is napping, little man is watching a show (it's educational, I promise) and mini me is at camp for the day. I've got limited time to write so need my fingers to cooperate and move quickly (we can thank coffee for that).

I've had a love/hate relationship with my blog for the last few years. I continue to be unable to say "I'm not doing that anymore" but also completely unable to dive back into things. There are lots of reasons for my back and forth but primarily it's time and not having a complete vision.

This place has been a mismash of things and that's okay but I always had something greater in mind, something more purposeful than a recounting of my daily life (which most probably wouldn't find all that exciting). I tethered around multiple ideas and have written down some plans but they all fell by the wayside because when it came down to it, when I did have "free" time, my first inclination wasn't "I must blog". I miss writing though. I miss sharing but sharing scares me.

So here I am, once again, writing basically the same post I have written multiple times since the beginning of my blogging hiatus (which conveniently coincided with my return to work after baby # 3).

Here I sit, once more revisiting the idea of this blog and this place and the challenge I continue to be unsure.

I am still not ready to officially "quit" but I know that when I come back it won't be as it was.

There is no point to this post besides to say "hi, I'm still here, still not sure what I'm doing" lol.

Hope everyone is having an amazing summer xo